I usually receive very specific guidance about every topic and experience that I share. But, for the past 2 months, things have been very different! I feel like a new person everyday, with new perspectives, and a more expanded outlook of both myself and the world around me.
It feels to me like I am walking on shifting sands. I leave no physical imprint within the sand, but droplets of liquid light are left behind for others to pick up and use as their own. As my foot leaves the ground, the ground that was beneath it disappears, leaving my past behind as well. Only the now moment matters. The ground that is to be under my next step does not appear until I have put forth the effort, and most importantly, the trust, trusting that the ground will indeed appear. It feels rather strange, maybe crazy is a better word, to have so much trust put into thought and action, when I don’t really have a clue where I am heading. All I do know is that it is a very loving and peaceful place to be for me.
As I was contemplating a title for this sharing, my higher self shared “ambassador, that is the word that you are looking for”. Hmmm…ambassador…(of course I just had to look it up to make sure that I fully understood the meaning intended)…an accredited diplomat sent by a foreign country as it’s official representative. It never fails to amaze me when I am given the perfect word to use, ( and often I don’t even know it’s true meaning). That is the proof to me that the ideas and knowledge come from a “higher” place and understanding. I have known for decades that I originate from somewhere light years away. I am here on a mission that I volunteered for, as an ambassador of light. I still have human desires, needs, and experiences, but they seem to pale in comparison to my activities as an ambassador. Instead of waiting for the “big mission” to be revealed to me, I sense that it is more about the smaller assignments that are given to me as the need arises. It is about being aware of where, what, when, how and who, and the inner guidance related to it. It is often just about a loving, kind and uplifting word to someone who needs it, and I have found that a warm and sincere smile can move mountains. It’s not only my human family that I interact with in this way, but also the animals. The 2 dogs and the cat in our home follow me around like I am the Pied Piper, or something like that. I love their company, but I can’t even begin to count how many times I have turned around and almost tripped over one of them. So, I accept my 3 shadows willingly and lovingly. Even the birds and animals outside don’t seem to fly or scurry away from me like they used to before. They seemingly know that I am their caretaker/ambassador too. I love nothing more than to watch the multitude of feathered friends flock to our just-filled bird feeders, along with the squirrels, bunnies and “Chippy”, our friendly neighbourhood chipmunk. They are just too adorable for words!
I sense that the universe has something up it’s sleeve for me, and I don’t feel that it is as simple as pulling a rabbit out of a hat. It’s big, no…huge! I sense a major physical move to another place in my near future, but until then I am taking one little step at a time, in faith and trust. I am sure that my 3 loving little shadows will be close behind.